BIG B MAN IT HURTS TODAY / Todd Rousseau (BROTHER AND FRIEND ) Sean its just like a fuckin bad dream, everyday is so painful. Its like unreal i never seen this comming and its something i swear i hope no one has to go threw, losing you that day still plays threw my mind all the time.I think of you from day to nite.Looking out the window wondering how life could be so painful and how wrong this is that your not here today.I know ill never find that answer and will ask it tell the day i die ,but i just feel like a huge part of me died the day you did and i can never get it back its so wrong.I wish it was me and not you you had so much life let and it hurts to know you wonnt see your kids and they donnt have u here to share the things they accomplish i know your up there and will always be by there sides its just i wish they stll had you and you had them.You were robed of life and its unfair. i listen to this song i added to your site "What you would Be today" and its so fucked up that your gone Bro.I hate life and cannt wait to be with you agian it wonnt come soon enough for me thats for sure.Well little bro i could go on for hours but i got to be on my way and i know you will be with me. I love u so much love todd
I wish you and all the best for years to come! / Jennifer Pohlen (Friend of his and Cindy )
I haven't seen Sean and Cindy in so long, and when I heard, it was heart breaking! I wish that I would have known Sean better and longer, but it still hurts just the same. I have just recently found out about all of this, and feel ashamed that I didn't know sooner! I wish your family the best, and hope that you will celebrate his life, instead of mourning it. Sadness is something you can't get away from, but it will help heal, and some day you will think back and say, "remember that one time," and remember the good things, you will still miss them, but always remember! I hope that you ALL are getting on okay and think of the better days.
MY CHILD / SELMA FLYNN BOBBO.MERORY-OF.COM (FRIEND) "MY child
On the day God took you
I thought that I would die
I wondered where the time went?
I asked alot of whys??
With people all around me
I felt alone inside
From all their words of comfort,
I couldn't seem to hide, I thought I might be dreaming
That I'd wake and find you here,
I thought "This can't be happening."
As I wiped another tear.
On the day that you were laid to rest
My heart broke yet again,
I wondered if the pain would end,
But mostly, I wondered when??
It's hard to be without you,
At times the days seem long,
Sometimes I just sit crying,
When there's really nothing wrong.
I wish we'd had more time,
Before your life was done.
I hope your resting peacefully,
My precious child,
The scar heals but the wound remains forever / Marcy Reeves (passerby) Seans Family- I offer my condolences to all of you. I read this site and it breaks my heart. I was almost shedding tears. I lost my brother also on June 5, 2005. He was like my baby instead of my brother. Also, always wanting approval from big sis. He was 23 and I am 26. They say as time goes on it gets easier. I, myself, have a hard time beleiving that. Everyday I wake up is another day without him. That is just one more day I miss him a little more. However, I don't cry as much as I did at first. But, I have days where I don't even want to get out of bed. Depression has set in. I hope all of you can find some kind of peace. Life is hard and it confusing. We will never know until we get there. The best times will be when we all reunite with our young lost ones. Just want you all to know that I want to be here for you if you need to talk. I can be contacted at spoiled_rotten_f@yahoo.com.
Please visit my brothers site. Eric Reeves
Always praying, Marcy Reeves
RIP Sean
What a wonderful man / Frances Lee ((Mommy to angel Adam ) I am so sorry for the loss of your wonderful husband, father, son. Sean. I followed a message from another site to bring me here, and I am so glad I did. What a wonderful man Sean is. My heart goes out to you all. You have created a wonderful site in his honour for his beautiful children to see just what a good man their daddy is. You are a wonderful strong family full of love. This is a very difficult time for you all. with Seans birthday just passed, and not that long since he left your lives. Be gentle on yourselves and you will all make it through. You are all in my thoughts and prayers.xxx
The Pain I Feel / TODD ROUSSEAU (BROTHER) Sean its been a little over 3 weeks since ive seen your face and we"ve hung out togeather.Evey day seems to become harder to know you are gone.I never could imagine u not being here with me, on this road of hell i call life. It hurts me so bad inside to know ive lost my little brother who i love and care for so much.Life seems so unfair and i wish i could understand why its so painful to live here on earth.Every day is a struggle and filled with bumppy road after bumpy road.I just know that my pain i feel inside hasnt got any easyer and the only thing that holds me togeather is that i know one day we will be togeather again and i firmly believe that life is just a stepping stone to heaven, where in one blink of a eye ill be there with you again. Little brother please know i love you ,and will be there with you again very soon. Please keep my seat in heaven warm and you are in my heart and thoughts until the day we meet again, Sean I love you little brother and miss u dearly.You are always in my heart and prayers. P.S Thank You passer byer for the poem. and your thoughtfulness.
LOVE U LITTLE BRO, TODD
I KNOW YOUR PAIN / CECELIA GARRATT (passerby)
The Widow's Cry
She sits and stares in silent loneliness, aching for his touch, his reassuring voice. Lost in sorrowful pain in a deep lonely abyss, filled with tears, a heart broken without choice.
Reaching out in desperation for his loving kiss, or to borrow warm flesh to substitute that which is missed. To feel again the strength and passion of her man, to take and give once again all that she can.
To feel the warm caress of his love in her heart, and to once again her lonely pain depart. To the cold grave beside him she longs to go, to sleep forever in the arms of the love they know.
She hears his voice and looks to find no trace, of his warm and tender loving face. Nor hears his footsteps fall or voice echo in the hall, for he has gone, he has answered God's call.
Once again to hear him laugh or even cry. or even just another chance to say goodbye. She whispers, "I love you Stu, why have you gone?" Then she hears a voice reply, "Hush!! my darling, don't cry, we shall never say goodbye, for our love can never die"
"Take our dreams my sweet love and live them for us both, for with you my darling it has been an honour to be betroth. Think of the good times and the warm love we shared, our laughing and sad times together can't be compared."
I've ALWAYS loved you and ALWAYS will / Cindy Fowler (wife) My dearest Sean its your birthday today and it has been SO hard I never wanted to ever think of living my life without you and now the worst nightmare in my life has happened I'm still living life and your not here with me its just not fair I wanted to grow old with you and now I cant I just miss you SO much this is definitely the hardest thing that I could ever go through I try not cryin so our kids dont see me so upset and it is just SO hard to fight back the tears how can I not cry? it is said that the pain eases as time goes by but my pain is not easing its the same as its been since the day you passed I would do anything to have you back to be able to see you hold kiss you I roll over at night and the bed is empty and I just wish that you were just in the bathroom or somethin. I just wish I could hear your voice your laughter even your bitchin about some shitty doctor you seen or somethin us playin around and wrestling I just wish I could have at least been able to tell you how much I love you one more time before you passed and I just hope you know how VERY much I loved you I ALWAYS have and I ALWAYS will my love for you will never change baby I LOVE YOU SO MUCH You have ALWAYS been the most wonderful husband and father. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS BABY, Cindy
real hard day / Marc Rousseau (brother)
well,took your babies out ,over to cals.wish you were here to eat some pizza ad drink some dew.they say it gets easier but today was just plain hard.with questions from the kids and just knowing your gone just plain sucked.............we all miss ya more everyday...happy birth day lil brother..love ya........... Close
Miss You, Brother / Eric Kromberg (Brother)Read >>
Miss You, Brother / Eric Kromberg (Brother)
Love you little, brother, and miss you dearly. But we will see each other again. Close
Sean and I have been friends since about the 7th grade. There was a group of us who spent alot of time getting into mischief and just hanging out having a good time. One of my favorite things about Sean is how he made me laugh. There were times when I would have to get up and physically leave the room just so I could come out of the fit of hysterics he would put me in! I was looking at pictures of him and I had to laugh out loud for a moment because I also remember how much he hated to get his picture taken. Then the tears came. Two days before you died I tried to call you Sean! I know I haven't been the the best at keeping in touch and I am sorry. I think the best part of Sean was that he was one of the kindest of hearts who never lost touch with what was important to him. I'll miss you old friend. I'll miss you...Kate (a.k.a FireBug)
Miss You Sean / Timothy Rousseau (Brother)
Sean was a good kid.He made his fair share of mistakes(as we all do) and I wish now that I'd have been there for him. It's something I'll regret for the rest of my life. I see his face and hear his voice every night when I go to bed. It feels like the walls are closing in and I have jump up and get out of the room.I wish he was still here so much. Theres so much I needed to tell him,and never did.I think my favorite memories of Sean came before he got sick. Pain free, smiling,having fun(Connors road). He and mom (as I was reminded by her today as we traveled to Munising to visit Johns grave) came to help me drag and gut a huge deer I'd bagged one year, and had no one else to help me. Thats just who he was, and I'll never forget him. Well, cus of tears and the fact that I'll now be on here every day(wish the damn thing would let me light a candle!) boring you all with Seanisms I'll go. Never forget you brother, or the lessons you taught me,later....... Close
BIG BANE wuzup just chillen with your brother,just laughing about how we used to cap on eachother miss that alot , and "no my hair dew doesnt look like george washington lol" And no im not related to Beatle Juice" lol old memeries will never go away they will live on forever peice out your step uncle B- Dog.
An unforgotten friend / Duane Shotwell (Friend)
Sean was one of the first people I met when I started going to Munising Schools. We shared many laughs together and got into our fair share of trouble as well. One thing about Sean was, he never was one to give in and give up. He always looked on the brighter side of things. Sean will be sorely missed and I only hope he knows how many people really cared about him. To Sean's family, if there is anything I can do to ease the pain or help in any way, please do not hesitate to ask me. Sorry for your loss as well as mine. -Shot-
P.S. To all who were there that faithful day with Sean way back when...Black Stallion! Close
Sean.Wish we had a lot more time together.We'll miss you and will thinkl of you and that silly lil snicker you had.Just rest assured,we'll take care of the ones you love,and know that we loved you with all our hearts.One day I'll be with you again.I'll never get over losing you.Imiss ya so much and I'll always make sure your children will know what a good dad you were.No more suffering for you now 'but that does'nt ease the pain of missing you . Love you forever. Your brother Marc
MY MISSED BROTHER IN LAW / Tammy Smith (sister in law )
SEAN WAS A GREAT PERSON WOULD HELP ANYONE IN NEED WOULD GIVE HIS ONLY DOLLAR IF SOMEONE WAS IN NEED.IVE KNOWN SEAN FOR 22 YEARS AND WAS ALWAYS A GREAT KID,HE WAS THE LITTLE BROTHER I NEVER HAD WAS GREAT WITH HIS KIDS AND LOVED HIS FAMILY DEARLY.HE WAS THE ONE THAT ALWAYS WATCHED OVER ME WHEN TODD WASNT AROUND.I LOVED SEAN VERY MUCH AND I WILL MISS HIM DEARLY,LOVE YA LIL BROTHER GOD BLESS YOU.NOW YOU CAN REST IN PIECE WITH THE LORD Close
Rest in peace my friend. / Michael Shubert (Old Friend )Read >>
Rest in peace my friend. / Michael Shubert (Old Friend )
Although I have not seen Sean in a few years, the news of his untimely demise was very shocking to me. Sean really was a good person with an enormous heart. My family and I will keep Sean and his family in our thoughts and prayers.You will be greatly missed Sean.Close
There will never be another friend like you. / Dewayne Osmon (Best Friend )Read >>
There will never be another friend like you. / Dewayne Osmon (Best Friend )
Sean was by far my best friend. I know that I could talk to him about anything in the world and not have to worry about everyone else knowing about it. Maybe get a giggle or a laugh out of him for whatever it was but it was worth it. We have so many irreplaceable memories with eachother through good times and bad. He always had my back even if I was in the wrong. There is so many things that I could say about Sean to tell how I feel for him but it takes more than words to explain. He was everything that was expected from a best friend times 10!!!! Sean will live with us in our hearts forever. And as his brother Todd told me " We are all going to the same place someday, no matter what you believe in we will meet again in that place." Those words give everyone something to believe in. The family of Sean is more than welcome into our home for anything, weather it to be a shoulder to cry on or for any other sort of support. We love you guys. And we miss you Sean. With love always, Dewayne Osmon
The best friend a Girl could have / Melissa Osmon (best friend )
What can really say about Sean. He was my best friend in the world! The day that we recived that phone call on September 16th was the saddest day. I will never forget that dreadful day. We all last one of most kindest most genourous guy anyone could have ever known. He was always there when I needed someone to talk to one everyone else was at work .He always knew what to say to make me laugh. The memories that we all have of Sean is something that each of us can hold to our hearts thats what keeps a pesrson alive. I have differant memories of Sean that no one else has just like other people have the memories that we dont have. Sean may be gone in body but he will "NEVER BE FORGOTTEN IN OUR HEARTS OR OUR MINDS". No mattter how tough things got for him you never heard him complain he always looked on the bright side of things. He will always be remeberd as a great "BEST FRIEND" no one will be able to replace the spot he holds in my heart. Sean we love and miss you greatly. We will never forget you. This may sound funny how i am going to end this but Friends and Cindy will know what it means to Sean. Love you always and forever CHICKEN MISSY OSMON
The unexpected / Jennifer Carroll (Friend of Family ) Although Sean had health problems, this was SO unexpected. I didn't speak to him for years due to the move him and his family made up north in 2003 but, did get to speak to him three days prior to his death. Sean always shown concern, caring, and compassion for others.He was a very gentle person. No matter who was around, if a child or baby came by him he would pay all attention to that kid or baby. He cared for my children along with his wife Cindy and he left impressions with my yr old son, Brant,that I did not know about until the day my son learned of his death and opened up to me. My son has a model car that Sean gave him in 2003 and another item which has to do with baseball. Brant has now put them up to remember Sean by.
Cindy, I don't know what else to say this brings me speakless, bereaved, and spiritless for you. I do know one thing though, as long as your children come first in your life, whatever our higher power is, it will make sure you're alright. You're in my prayers for the strength to carry on and to provide you with what you need. If you ever need me, let me know.
Todd, My younger brother is my best friend, I couldn't imagine losing him. I don't know the pains you're enduring, I can only imagine that you feel sunken. You do have a great strength for being strong, I've seen it. I wish I could say everything is okay but I can't. Celebrate the life Sean did live though through his children, love them, and always talk about their Father when you are with them.
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